JusT the right song to descibe my feelings....

Avril LAvinge - Falling Down

If fear's what makes us decide
Our future journey
Well I'm not along for a ride
Cause I'm still yearning
To try and touch the sun
My fingers burning
Before you're old you are young
Yeah, I'm still learning

I am falling down
Try and stop me
It feels so good to hit the ground
You can watch me
Fall right on my face
It's an uphill human race
And I am falling down

I'm standing out in the street
The earth is moving
I feel it under my feet
And I'm still proving
That I can stand my ground
And my feet aren't there
Haven't washed my hair
To be lost before you are found
Don't mean you're losing

I am falling down
Try and stop me
It feels so good to hit the ground
You can watch me
Fall right on my face
It's an uphill human race
And I am falling down

Some day I'll live in a house
Et cetera, Et cetera, Et cetera
But you know that's not for now
And for now I'm falling down, down, down
Down, down, down
Down, down, down
Yeah-eee-yeah-eee-yeah

I am falling down
Try and stop me
It feels so good to hit the ground
You can watch me
Fall right on my face
It's an uphill human race
And I am falling down
I'm falling down, falling down
Falling, falling, falling
Falling
It feels so good to hit the ground
I am falling, falling down