Most F*cked up poem ever written


Here i am....
alone
here i am...
gonna find out bout myself

don't know wat to expect
mayb i'll jus have a little new horizon
don't know wat to think
mayb i'll jus try to discover myself a bit

a million questions come to mind

if i am..
myself
wat would it be?

if i am..
inspired
wat would i do?

if am..
not myself
wat should i do?

if i am ..
in love
why do i love?

where have i been? the real me?
what have i done? wat i should do?
questions questions questions
fuck it!

am i not to realize myself?
and live my love
live my dreams
do wat is destined?
change the world
have a little hope
plus a little love
be a sunshine
be inspired
to aspire
who am i?



©2004 Nicholas Loh