5 years ago i came to KL , with a big hope, with a big dream, with a lot of confidence that i will make it big, find my soul mate, get a job with a big multinational, climb up fast while along the way learn a lot of new things and valuable experience which would one day be useful for me to build my own business , a business that would not only make a lot of money but a business that will change lives and make a difference, something innovative, something never thought of, and along the way i will find the gal of my life, someone i long to share my life with and be happy with for the rest of my life, someone after a busy day and when i come home to, i can look into her eyes and remember what is life all for.

5 years after i am far from what i dreamt , i have long forgotten my dream and lost the courage to live for it,everyday feeling that something is missing, feeling depressed,if i look deeper it's not that it's something i can never do, god has shown me the way , he gave me opportunities, he let me meet this wonderful girl who i have grown to love and care for over the years ,he gave me a job with a big multinational with lots of very capable and smart people i can learn from, he gave me the key, he shown me he way, but i have only stayed by the sideline and feel sorry for myself, i don't have the courage to try, the faith to believe, the will to struggle but only stand by the side and complain bout life, i pray, i will have the faith to believe, the will to persevere an the courage to live my life from today onwards.