And so it goes on...
it's 3, can't sleep, thinking about my future,i'm goin to take the 1st
step to realizing my dreams, so much thoughts running through, i've
always had ridiculous dream since high school to build a multi-billion
dollar empire with my frens,so i can buy all the big boy's toy like
fast cars, big cars, a Boeing..lol, a house off the coast of italy,an
accousticly tuned and designed music room, and the list goes on..but
as grew older...i realize how ridiculous and impossible my dreams
were, and also some ppl told me money is evil,i also learn money isnt
everyting,i might have all the stuff and still not be happy. i began
to ponder, what shall i do with my life? tot of being an average joe,
work -> get married->have kids->DIE! lol, but than i swore las time i
wun be like tat and its boring, tot of being an aide worker or
activist or someting like tat, the list goes on...but today i have
come to a conclusion, i will pursue my original dream, its impossible,
i most probaly will not achieve it, i will not be a billionaire, but
if i did try hard, i'll at least be a millionaire, i wun afford a
lambo or a ferrari but i'll be able to afford a BMW, money is evil?
yes and no, its a tool, it can be good , it can be bad...with money, i
can do good, i can support a worthy cause, i can do nice things to
ppl, i can have a company that provides good product or service at a
very reasonable price, thats doing good too. For example, look at Mel
Gibson, lets say his not rich, not famous, u tink he can afford to
make passion of christ? that would touch millions later on? George
soros is a rich bastard, but he spends most of his money fighting for
the cause he believes in, an open society, the thing is u can do good
with out power and money, but u can do more good with power and money,
so dun be shy, go make yerself rich =p Go follow your dreams and die a
satisfied man, and oh yea...next time u see me spending money like
nobody's bizness, remind me,,, "kawan, save money for business capital
lei.."

Im Still in Bloody KL..
After comin back from genting...the theme park dam sien wan..the thrill rides not thrilling enough... and line dam long somemore...
a real let down was the go kart ... DAM SLOW i tell u... my leg was always on the accelrator!!!! rarely on brakes..wat a let down..
now bck in KL amd bored again!!! hai KL DAM Sien wif out kaki,
only ting to do is shopping...shopping not really my cup of tea!
KL dam sien la wif out kaki.. u guys la all go bck Kch or somewhere else... hiong kan..got conspiracy isit!?ahahhaha
limpehvery sien!!!

blogging in a cyber now in KL on the top floor of low yat...
my 1st day at KL!? BORING! FUCKING BORING!!!
i'm supposedly at one of the happening area around in town,
BB area..but im still bored..cos there is noting to do here but shop shop shop shop....and im not really a shopping freak, im the type who likes go to one place... find it..grab it and go do some other intresting stuff... KL well..is a abit amusing..at giant i saw them selling matching flower bra and panties for 4.99 a pair! lol tats the price of a wantan mee here! and i saw Rm4 bucks mouse...dunno if they work..but i guess they will...tats it for now..im lazy to type

so much in my head, yet there is peace,
jus got bck from watchin alexander, he might be alexander the
great..but
also his alexander the GAY!
The movie made me think, what is the purpose of greatness if so many
died and suffered, you loose your friends, you kill your own friends,
in the
end for you to die and have your kingdom fall apart again? Is there
greatness in taking so many lifes? crushing many hopes?
where is the greatness in that? to me greatness is in simple
things,greatness is to give life, greatness is to give joy, not take
nor
deprieve,
I can easily get a knife and start killing, some crack ass terrorist
can
blow up a nuke and kill millions, but not give life or spread joy...it
takes selflessnes, it takes courage.True greatness is to give, not to
take.

Nick is a symphony of character, feelings, emotions and thoughts =)
©2004

I Hereby pronounce today DEC 2, 2004! ANXIOUS day! anxious bout my exam result and anxious about other stuff..i never felt so fucking anxious in my whole fucking life!!