What i wrote out of boredome...

/* ©2004 Nicholas Loh - does not compile..if u try..ur stupid*/

#include stdio.h
#include package.humansense.see
#include package.sex.*
#include package.emotions.*

function areUinLoveWifHer ( char[30] name);

char[30] main (char[30] name_of_who_u_love)

char[30] result="";

if(love=areUinLoveWifHer(name_of_who_u_love,,&result)){
if(shelovesu=true){
if(willbehappy=true){
if(compatible){love.action.court_her()};
};
};
};




return char;

};


function areUinLoveWifHer ( char[30] name, char* result) {
int inlove%=0;

if (see.name=emotions.happy) { inlove%++};

if(see.name=sex.high){if(sex.high.desireOnly){inlove%--}
else if(sex.high.islove){inlove%++};

if(inlove%>50) {return strcpy(*result,"mayb yer in love" , return true);

if(inlove%<50){return strcpy(*result,"u jus wanna fuck her" , return false);

if(inlove%>90){return strcpy(*result,"u should fucking marry her" return true);
}

Your Lexmark printer and scanner spying on u!!
http://www.engadget.com/common/jump.asp?win_cc=1523287196564953

WOhoooo!!! Exam over...hopefully i'd pass all my sub and grad!!
Than it will be a new chapter of my life! mayb it's time i start thinking wat i really want with my life..wat i want to make of myself!! time to ponder and ponder and live it and not waste life away, so god help me =p

Finding my self
over and over
in the cloud of confusion
trying to find who i am
but the answer is always
the same
it's me
it's always the me i am
after all it's not bout finding
who i am
but its always rediscovering again
and again who i was
what i am
what i alawys been
it's always bout goin bck to my own road
no matter who or what lead me astray
i'd find my way back to me

so to the some of u...
who might mean well (thanks) or mean ill (go screw yerself)
telling me what i should be
who i should become
shut the fuck up!
i dun give a dam!
what u say or wat u tink
you're not me
you've never been me
you don't know who i am
with the grace of god
i shall be my ultimate judge
to what i am
to who i will be

for those who has always been there
accepting me for being me
being there for me no matter in what times
your truly great friends that i cherish

My advice,
just be you
listen to your inner self
follow your inner zeal
be who you are
your beautiful =)
even if your wrong,
you'll die being yourself
not someone else!

©2004 Nicholas Loh

Today i learned of a hero i respect, one younger than i am, a 13 year old who died at 13, but did many wonders , much more than most of us can.He inspired millions with his poetry ,with the message of peace and love. He had greatness alot of us lack , to geniunely care for others even when his on life is on the line.Here are some of his inspiring work:

Every journey begins
With but a small step.
And every day is a chance
For a new, small step
In the right direction.
Just follow your Heartsong.

by Mattie Stepanek

and he wrote when he was just 11, I want people to know that in every life there are storms. But we must remember to play after every storm and to celebrate the gift of life as we have it, or else life becomes a task, rather than a gift. We must always listen to the song in our heart, and share that song with others.

to know more
read
http://myhero.com/myhero/hero.asp?hero=mattieStepanek
http://www.oprah.com/spiritself/insp/psp/ss_insp_psp_mattie.jhtml

my faith is at it's edge,
does it pay to be the good guy? does it pay to uphold moral values?
does it pay to do the right thing and not indulgede in temptations?
it doesnt seem to pay doin the right thing....tings jus go wrong
my faith is at play, so help me god

Another Wasted day..Doing wasted stuff
las nite i drank like mad again and of cos..spend like mad!
should have jus followed my instinct and went home.
i'd save money, not torment my liver, not waking up feeling like shit
and not the mention the guilt..wtf man

from http://yro.slashdot.org/article.pl?sid=04/10/05/1823254&tid=153

"The Malaysian blogosphere is currently in uproar as one of their most famous bloggers, a political observer named Jeff Ooi, has been threatened with action under the country's draconian ISA (Internal Security Act) law which allows a person to be detained without trial if he is thought to threaten "national security". The whole problem started with a comment made by a reader of the blog. The comment is alleged to have been insulting of Islam. A national newspaper (whose editor has frequently been a target of Ooi's blog) took up the story and accused the blogger of insulting Islam, while Ooi in his defence states he warned (and later deleted) the offending commenter when he was alerted to it. Malaysian bloggers meanwhile are outraged that a blogger should be held responsible for comments made by readers. In the case of Ooi's blog, which attracts thousands of hits per day, it is logistically impossible for Ooi to read and moderate every comment made. The whole saga can be followed in Jeff Ooi's Screenshots blog."


check out www.jeffooi.com for the whole detail!!

why is there a deep urge for me to escape!? to run away?
am i a coward? or am it to run away and rediscover myself?
to be the best of who i am?

Bored boring very bored, not tat i dun have work to do, i got tons of assign to do, jus tat their not exciting at all..its all so so so so boring!

DAM astro piss me off again! They censored anwar's CNN' interview! wtf !!! anyway for those of u who are intrested , an unofficial version of the transcipt is availaible here:
http://www.mggpillai.com/sections.php3?op=viewarticle&artid=7840

"BMW unveils world's fastest hydrogen car
'H2R' uses traditional combustion engine, not fuel cells"
http://msnbc.msn.com/id/6089614/

who wants a gmail? drop me a line

~Live Your Love~

by Max The Poet®





Live your love,

Feel what is real,

Seek your destiny,

With the ultimate zeal.

~

Live your love,

Find what completes you,

Be the best that you can be,

In everything you do.

~

Live your love,

Make your dreams come true,

You can do most anything,

That you want to do.

~

Believe in yourself,

Reach for a star,

Nurture, what it is,

That makes you who you are.

~

Live your love,

Reach out, touch others,

Find your purpose on this Earth,

We are all sisters and brothers.

~

When you dream, dream big,

You can make it if you try,

Fear not, failure,

Failure is a lie.

~

Take your gift and share it,

Share it freely with everyone,

The talent you possess,

Shines brighter than the sun.

~

Live your love,

Follow your heart,

Listen to your inner voice,

Like you have, from the start.

~

An awesome tune of might and power,

Is contained, therein,

Listen to the melody,

As each day begins.

~

Your gift is awesome,

It is sent from above,

Capture success and harness it,

Be bold and live your love.

Some of Life's fav question

Questions that my friend asked on her blog
and question that i always ask msyelf
and question that alot of people have pondered upon

1. What is Happiness?
2. What is Life?
3. What is Love?
4. How to measure if I've got a meaningful life?

i've been pondering into those questions for so long
sometime there is an aswer..sometimes there is so many answers, sometime there is no answers, im confused mysef =P
for the 4th question i find lyrics of 4him - measure of a man [lyrics on my blog or google for it], a good answer.
i tink mayb there is no ultimate answer to life, or mayb god is the answer, i don't know
mayb its life to search for this answers, as they always say...live for love, search for happiness?

lol..wat is love!? i've been asking myself too, i know the love of a mother/father for his/her child, love of god, but i still don't understand the love between a gal n a guy[i'll call it hetro love lol], if they so much so love each other? why are there divorce? why are they cheating? why is there hurt? or isit "love" is just a chemical reacation, a spark? or isit sexual? i tink the greatest love of all, after god's love, is the love a parent, love of a child, so much so that someone would endure 9 months of pain, sacrifice so much to bring a child up, protecting it,ever forgiving ,in the end not hoping anything in return, only that the child will lead a good life, its a phenomenal thing, suddenly "Love"(hetro love)is so much so celebrated in songs , movies. but rarely the love of a father for his child, a love of a mother for her unborn infant, a love of a soldier dying for his country, don't they deserve more celebration than those hetro love? of cos a guy will love u and buy u nice things, talk sweet to u, cos he wanan bang u! and of cos a gal would be nice to u and stuff, cos she wants romance and excitement, mayb your credit card..lol. I think the media has very much celebrated the wrong love and gave the wrong idea on love, its like LOve=SEX , Love=Romance , Love=passion.I'm not saying Love is not good, i just think the boy gal kinda love is overrated, exploited by industries, A love a hero for his country, a love of a parent for his children, a love of a friend, a love of god for his ppl, these are the true loves, love which sacrifice everything with out hoping for something in return, love with out motive, love without exploit, love that is so pure and clean, that is TRUE LOVE

4him - measure of a man

This world can analize and size you up and throw you on the scales
They can I.Q. you and run you through
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate you
And they'll place you on the charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts
But there's more to what you're worth
Than their human eyes can see
Oh, I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man
Well, you can doubt your worth
And search for who you are
And where you stand
But God made you in His image
When He formed you in His hands
And He looks at you with mercy
And He sees you through His love
You're His child and that will always be enough
For there's more to what you're worth
Than you could ever comprehend
Oh I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are

'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside
To the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man
You can spend your life persuing physical perfection
There is so much more
More than ever meets the eye
For God looks through the surface
And He defines your worth by what is on the inside
I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside
To the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
Oh, I say the measure of
The measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand,
How wealthy or intelligent you are
Oh, I've found the measure of a man
God knows and understands it
For He looks to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
Yeah, what's in the heart defines
Yeah, what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man
I know, I know

I'm going to name my kids Control, Alt, and Delete.
If they ever get to be a problem I'll just hit them all twice
Problem solved.

A worldwide survey was conducted by the UN. The only question
asked was:"Would you please give your honest opinion about solutions to the
food shortage in the rest of the world?"
The survey was a huge failure...
In Africa they didn't know what "food" meant.
In Eastern Europe they didn't know what "honest" meant.
In Western Europe they didn't know what "shortage" meant.
In China they didn't know what "opinion" meant.
In the Middle East they didn't know what "solution" meant.
In South America they didn't know what "please" meant.
And in the USA they didn't know what "the rest of the world" meant

so much for merdeka...fights everywhere..innocent ppl get stabed..big fight at clubbing area..police who jus seem to stand there and not give a fuck....ungrateful uncivilised assholes...all those who died for us , for our nation mus be rolling in their graves now!

Question: What is the true definition of Globalisation?

Answer: Princess Diana's death.

Question: How?

Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a
French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a
Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you
change the spelling) followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese
motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines.
This is sent to you by an Malaysian, using Bill Gates' American
technology , and you're probably reading this on your computer, that
uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi
workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers,
hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Maori wharfies, and trucked to you
by Vietnamese illegals.....

That, my friends, is Globalisation!!


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There once was a king who offered a prize to the artist who would
paint the best picture of Peace. Many artists tried. The king looked at
all the
pictures. But there were only two he really liked, and he had to
choose
between them.

One picture was of a calm lake. The lake was a perfect mirror for
peaceful
towering mountains all around it. Overhead was a blue sky with fluffy
white clouds. All who saw this picture thought that it was a perfect
picture
of peace.

The other picture had mountains, too. But these were rugged and bare.
Above was an angry sky, from which rain fell and in which lightning
played.
Down the side of the mountain tumbled a foaming waterfall. This did not
look
peaceful at all.

But when the king looked closely, he saw behind the waterfall a tiny
Bush growing in a crack in the rock. In the bush a mother bird had built
her
nest. There, in the midst of the rush of angry water, sat the mother
bird on her nest in perfect peace.

Which picture do you think won the prize? The king chose the second
picture. Do you know why?

"Because," explained the king, "Peace does not mean to be in a place
where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. Peace means to be in
the midst of all those things and still be calm in your heart. That is
the real
meaning of peace."