©2004 Nicholas Loh
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What about love?
As Quoted from some where...
"If there is to be compatibility for a lifetime, or even for a date, some similarity is necessary. Our
hearts are finely tuned instruments that seek someone who has values similar to ours, who holds
beliefs similar to ours, and who looks at the world in more or less the same way we do. Similarity
makes us feel
good because it confirms the choices we have spent our whole lives making. We also look for
people who enjoy the same activities so we can have fun together. Similarity is indeed a launch pad
for a good relationship takeoff.
But we get bored with too much similarity. Besides, we need somebody to make up for our lacks.
If we have no head for mathematics, who is going to balance the checkbook? If we are sloppy, who
is going to pick up our socks?
So we also look for complementary qualities in a long-term love partner. But not any
complementary qualities—only the ones we find interesting or that enhance our lives. Hence, we
seek someone who is both similar and complementary."
As Quoted from some where...
"If there is to be compatibility for a lifetime, or even for a date, some similarity is necessary. Our
hearts are finely tuned instruments that seek someone who has values similar to ours, who holds
beliefs similar to ours, and who looks at the world in more or less the same way we do. Similarity
makes us feel
good because it confirms the choices we have spent our whole lives making. We also look for
people who enjoy the same activities so we can have fun together. Similarity is indeed a launch pad
for a good relationship takeoff.
But we get bored with too much similarity. Besides, we need somebody to make up for our lacks.
If we have no head for mathematics, who is going to balance the checkbook? If we are sloppy, who
is going to pick up our socks?
So we also look for complementary qualities in a long-term love partner. But not any
complementary qualities—only the ones we find interesting or that enhance our lives. Hence, we
seek someone who is both similar and complementary."
Friday, July 23, 2004
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Finally got to watch spider man!! after so much bad luck with it! 1st time when i try to watch it, the power was out..and still those "smart" asses at the counter sold us the tickets, than nly we had to find out...the screening was cancelled after we parked our car , bought snack those ridiculously expensive snacks at cinema, than today it was delayed bout 30-40 minute, if kch had a nother decent cinema..i'd never go to that cinema again...Now bout he movie! it is nice..a mix of action , emotions and human spirit to do good! no sex involved! no violence! Now who says you need sex and violence to sell movies?
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
very intresting read!
INTERESTING CONVERSATION
An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem
science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new Christian students to stand and.....
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Prof: So you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Prof: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student: Yes.
Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is
this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)
Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God
good?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From...God...
Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things exist in the
world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the
world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have
you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says
your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.
Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.
Student: No sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega
heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But anything called cold. We
can hit 458 degrees below zero which
is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing
as cold. Cold is only
a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold.
Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of
it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as
darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, flashing light.... But if you have no
light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In
reality, darkness isn't. If it were you, would be able to make darkness
darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is
life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing
the
concept of God as something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain
a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never been seen,
much less
fully understood either. Death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of
the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the
opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you
teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes. Of
course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument is going.)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class is in uproar.)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s
brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain,
felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so. So,
according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable
protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect,
sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face
unfathomable.)
Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student: That is it sir. The link between man and God is FAITH. That is all
that keeps things moving and alive.
INTERESTING CONVERSATION
An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem
science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new Christian students to stand and.....
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Prof: So you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Prof: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student: Yes.
Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is
this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)
Prof: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God
good?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From...God...
Prof: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)
Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things exist in the
world, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)
Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the
world around you. Tell me, son...Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No, sir.
Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have
you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says
your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.
Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.
Student: No sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega
heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But anything called cold. We
can hit 458 degrees below zero which
is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing
as cold. Cold is only
a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold.
Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of
it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as
darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, flashing light.... But if you have no
light constantly, you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? In
reality, darkness isn't. If it were you, would be able to make darkness
darker, wouldn't you?
Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your philosophical premise is flawed.
Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is
life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing
the
concept of God as something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain
a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never been seen,
much less
fully understood either. Death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of
the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the
opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you
teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes. Of
course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument is going.)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class is in uproar.)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s
brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain,
felt it, touched or smelt it?.....No one appears to have done so. So,
according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable
protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect,
sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face
unfathomable.)
Prof: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student: That is it sir. The link between man and God is FAITH. That is all
that keeps things moving and alive.
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Wohoooo!!! Simpson RULEZ!!!!!
My fav carton jus changed the world! lol
http://www.grandforks.com/mld/grandforksherald/news/local/9156948.htm
in other news..
"Eight soldiers flying home from Iraq for two weeks of R&R flew in style instead of coach after first-class passengers offered to swap seats with them."
http://edition.cnn.com/2004/US/Southwest/07/15/first.class.soldiers.ap/index.html
My fav carton jus changed the world! lol
http://www.grandforks.com/mld/grandforksherald/news/local/9156948.htm
in other news..
"Eight soldiers flying home from Iraq for two weeks of R&R flew in style instead of coach after first-class passengers offered to swap seats with them."
http://edition.cnn.com/2004/US/Southwest/07/15/first.class.soldiers.ap/index.html
Thursday, July 15, 2004
Would u believe me if i told u...
tat sooon compass will point south instead of west and
north will be south? no im not kidding , dun believe me?
check tis out http://www.nytimes.com/2004/07/13/science/13magn.html
here's an extract from the NY times
"The collapse of the Earth's magnetic field, which both guards the planet and guides many of its creatures, appears to have started in earnest about 150 years ago. The field's strength has waned 10 to 15 percent, and the deterioration has accelerated of late, increasing debate over whether it portends a reversal of the lines of magnetic force that normally envelop the Earth.
During a reversal, the main field weakens, almost vanishes, then reappears with opposite polarity. Afterward, compass needles that normally point north would point south, and during the thousands of years of transition, much in the heavens and Earth would go askew.
A reversal could knock out power grids, hurt astronauts and satellites, widen atmospheric ozone holes, send polar auroras flashing to the equator and confuse birds, fish and migratory animals that rely on the steadiness of the magnetic field as a navigation aid. But experts said the repercussions would fall short of catastrophic, despite a few proclamations of doom and sketchy evidence of past links between field reversals and species extinctions."
tat sooon compass will point south instead of west and
north will be south? no im not kidding , dun believe me?
check tis out http://www.nytimes.com/2004/07/13/science/13magn.html
here's an extract from the NY times
"The collapse of the Earth's magnetic field, which both guards the planet and guides many of its creatures, appears to have started in earnest about 150 years ago. The field's strength has waned 10 to 15 percent, and the deterioration has accelerated of late, increasing debate over whether it portends a reversal of the lines of magnetic force that normally envelop the Earth.
During a reversal, the main field weakens, almost vanishes, then reappears with opposite polarity. Afterward, compass needles that normally point north would point south, and during the thousands of years of transition, much in the heavens and Earth would go askew.
A reversal could knock out power grids, hurt astronauts and satellites, widen atmospheric ozone holes, send polar auroras flashing to the equator and confuse birds, fish and migratory animals that rely on the steadiness of the magnetic field as a navigation aid. But experts said the repercussions would fall short of catastrophic, despite a few proclamations of doom and sketchy evidence of past links between field reversals and species extinctions."
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Most F*cked up poem ever written
Here i am....
alone
here i am...
gonna find out bout myself
don't know wat to expect
mayb i'll jus have a little new horizon
don't know wat to think
mayb i'll jus try to discover myself a bit
a million questions come to mind
if i am..
myself
wat would it be?
if i am..
inspired
wat would i do?
if am..
not myself
wat should i do?
if i am ..
in love
why do i love?
where have i been? the real me?
what have i done? wat i should do?
questions questions questions
fuck it!
am i not to realize myself?
and live my love
live my dreams
do wat is destined?
change the world
have a little hope
plus a little love
be a sunshine
be inspired
to aspire
who am i?
©2004 Nicholas Loh
Here i am....
alone
here i am...
gonna find out bout myself
don't know wat to expect
mayb i'll jus have a little new horizon
don't know wat to think
mayb i'll jus try to discover myself a bit
a million questions come to mind
if i am..
myself
wat would it be?
if i am..
inspired
wat would i do?
if am..
not myself
wat should i do?
if i am ..
in love
why do i love?
where have i been? the real me?
what have i done? wat i should do?
questions questions questions
fuck it!
am i not to realize myself?
and live my love
live my dreams
do wat is destined?
change the world
have a little hope
plus a little love
be a sunshine
be inspired
to aspire
who am i?
©2004 Nicholas Loh
Monday, July 12, 2004
Sunday, July 11, 2004
"six degrees of separation"
heard of it? it's pretty much what frenster is based on, the "six degrees of separation"
in short we are all connected to the world through six degree of frenship...mean yer fren's fren fren fren 6 times,
check tis article out
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Small_world_phenomenon
heard of it? it's pretty much what frenster is based on, the "six degrees of separation"
in short we are all connected to the world through six degree of frenship...mean yer fren's fren fren fren 6 times,
check tis article out
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Small_world_phenomenon
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
For my frens...
time passes by
childrens grow up
it has been years
the more i got to know her/his
the more special she gets
the more i know her/his
the more i like her/his
as my fren once said
"people come in and out of your life,
only a few will remain"
she/he is the one of the few that i know
who will remain.
One day when time ends
her/his footsteps will remain,
along with a few specials others
which i will remember above time
all the best in life
time passes by
childrens grow up
it has been years
the more i got to know her/his
the more special she gets
the more i know her/his
the more i like her/his
as my fren once said
"people come in and out of your life,
only a few will remain"
she/he is the one of the few that i know
who will remain.
One day when time ends
her/his footsteps will remain,
along with a few specials others
which i will remember above time
all the best in life
Friday, July 02, 2004
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Monday, June 28, 2004
Thursday, June 24, 2004
someting funny...
*taken from sweetie pweetie shawwon's page kookiemonsta.blogspot.com
How you know if yer a frenster addict
10. 80% of those in your friendster list are strangers - all from you "Hi can i add you" messages.
9. Walking around in Tun Jugah (its some mall in Kuching), you shout at someone, "Hey cutie!..you are Ah Ling right? Eh we're 5th degree friends in friendster leh! But in your photo you so thin but why you so fat?"
8. When Mum calls you for dinner, you
reply, "Wait mummy ...my friends still 470...have to find another 30 to reach 500"
7. In a month you change your mouse three times and your mousepads five times.
6. At the school cafeteria ... you ask the lunch lady, "Aunty you ada friendster? Boleh add saya?"
5. You dont need to think of what to write for your friends' testimonials - You already have templates, you just pick your choice, copy and paste.
4. Your friendster accounts are : ahbengONEFull, ahbengTWOFull, ahbengTHREEFull, ahbengFOURFull .. ETC.
3. 70% of your testimonials include the phrase, "I've never met him, he messaged me and asked me to add."
2. In your friends' list of 400, you have 20 Coolguy, 16 Marks, 13 davids, 17 Marys... 1 Inti College and none of your siblings.
1. You spend so much time in front of the monitor that when you look at the friendster logo...there's actually the word 'beta'.
*taken from sweetie pweetie shawwon's page kookiemonsta.blogspot.com
How you know if yer a frenster addict
10. 80% of those in your friendster list are strangers - all from you "Hi can i add you" messages.
9. Walking around in Tun Jugah (its some mall in Kuching), you shout at someone, "Hey cutie!..you are Ah Ling right? Eh we're 5th degree friends in friendster leh! But in your photo you so thin but why you so fat?"
8. When Mum calls you for dinner, you
reply, "Wait mummy ...my friends still 470...have to find another 30 to reach 500"
7. In a month you change your mouse three times and your mousepads five times.
6. At the school cafeteria ... you ask the lunch lady, "Aunty you ada friendster? Boleh add saya?"
5. You dont need to think of what to write for your friends' testimonials - You already have templates, you just pick your choice, copy and paste.
4. Your friendster accounts are : ahbengONEFull, ahbengTWOFull, ahbengTHREEFull, ahbengFOURFull .. ETC.
3. 70% of your testimonials include the phrase, "I've never met him, he messaged me and asked me to add."
2. In your friends' list of 400, you have 20 Coolguy, 16 Marks, 13 davids, 17 Marys... 1 Inti College and none of your siblings.
1. You spend so much time in front of the monitor that when you look at the friendster logo...there's actually the word 'beta'.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
wat i learn in life... {episode 2}
im very worried i'd fail
to be honest its a very las minute study
plus wif all other "problems" really hitting at the "right"
time i feel so fucked.
wat if i fail i waste money waste and another term?
how would i justify tat?
but than all these events make me realize someting very important
a big problem with in me
my habbits, my attitude
my lifestyle!
i really need change if i...
ever wan to achive my dreams!
do me a favour...
if i ever forget remind me of the flaw in me!
so i might stand to correct them!
i know u will, u guys like me rite? lol
im yer buddy!! lol
im very worried i'd fail
to be honest its a very las minute study
plus wif all other "problems" really hitting at the "right"
time i feel so fucked.
wat if i fail i waste money waste and another term?
how would i justify tat?
but than all these events make me realize someting very important
a big problem with in me
my habbits, my attitude
my lifestyle!
i really need change if i...
ever wan to achive my dreams!
do me a favour...
if i ever forget remind me of the flaw in me!
so i might stand to correct them!
i know u will, u guys like me rite? lol
im yer buddy!! lol
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Just when your down...
Matthew 6:26, Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or
store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you
not much more valuable than they? (NIV)
Zephaniah 3:17, The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He
will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will
rejoice over you with singing." (NIV)
John 10:32, But Jesus said to them, "I have shown you many great
miracles from the Father. (NIV)
Matthew 6:32-34, People who don't know God and the way he works fuss
over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your
life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about
missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.
"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't
get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help
you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes. (The
Message)
1 Corinthians 8:6, Yet for us there is but one God, the Father, from
whom all things came and for whom we live; and there is but one Lord,
Jesus Christ, through whom all things came and through whom we live.
(NIV)
Matthew 6:26, Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or
store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you
not much more valuable than they? (NIV)
Zephaniah 3:17, The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He
will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will
rejoice over you with singing." (NIV)
John 10:32, But Jesus said to them, "I have shown you many great
miracles from the Father. (NIV)
Matthew 6:32-34, People who don't know God and the way he works fuss
over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your
life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about
missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.
"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't
get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help
you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes. (The
Message)
1 Corinthians 8:6, Yet for us there is but one God, the Father, from
whom all things came and for whom we live; and there is but one Lord,
Jesus Christ, through whom all things came and through whom we live.
(NIV)
Friday, June 18, 2004
wat i learn in life... (episode 1)
Life works in a funny way
only when u see no way out..when ur face wif dead ends
or its jus getting hopeless
than bam!!..comes into your mind..how come i din see tat!?
how come i din tink of tat!?
it might be a new prespective,
it might be new way of doing stuff u never thought of b4,
it might be yer outlook towards other ppl or situation u never saw b4
or u might realize someting u never knew before,
be it be someting bout u, or someoneelse
so when when sometime when u feel yer at the end of no way
smile =) ,cos it might just force u to greater heights, enlightment and beyond
©2004 Copyright Reserved Nicholas Loh
Life works in a funny way
only when u see no way out..when ur face wif dead ends
or its jus getting hopeless
than bam!!..comes into your mind..how come i din see tat!?
how come i din tink of tat!?
it might be a new prespective,
it might be new way of doing stuff u never thought of b4,
it might be yer outlook towards other ppl or situation u never saw b4
or u might realize someting u never knew before,
be it be someting bout u, or someoneelse
so when when sometime when u feel yer at the end of no way
smile =) ,cos it might just force u to greater heights, enlightment and beyond
©2004 Copyright Reserved Nicholas Loh
Monday, June 14, 2004
The story of a girl
they say, love is a funny thing, the more you want it
the more it will shy from you.
the more u less expect of it
the more it comes to you
mayb thats why i should just give up on love
and let cupid do his work
not than im a fan of his
it's not that i came to this with just a bang on my head
it came hard,
it came after i really bruised my heart
only than did i learn this universal wisdom
which only hold true for a few things
love is one of them
it all started when i fell for someone i shouldn't...
no, its not some married hot babe or someone's else gf
it's just happens
i accidentally fallen to one of my closest fren
i know some of you,
your eyes are rolling at me
Doh' " it's yer close fren, it will be ezier to get close to her, u'll have more chance"
Well guess wat wise guy
it aint that simple
there's alot of stake involved
more than your dignity, if you had any
you see there's that very very precious and intimate thing involved
the kinda thing that cures all at times,
makes you coming back for more
it's a kinda thing u smile at every morning once u had it.
it makes you really satisfied and happy
its' a desire in all of us to have it.
No its not sex.
if i want sex
i can just get it from some hooker
or some slut
it's harder to get than sex
its' even harder to get than money
its that friendship u build over the years and sacrificed so much for
Now it's either i hit on her
i succeed
OR
i fail and loose that precious thing
than i could just ignore that feeling
and shove it down somewhere like a man
i took the second choice
of shoving it down someway
after all i am a man rite?
it worked all rite
well....
only for a bout 6 months
my feelings begin to riot
and rack chaos
and the funny thing with life is...
it loves to hit you hard at the wrong time
just somewhere before my exam
the days goes by
it seems a change of regime is going to happen
my heart will rule over my mind
as days goes by
i am weaker and weaker
at last the wall has fallen
i'd did wat i than dare not do
i confessed to her
every bit of my feelings
i will always REMEMBER the looks on her face
...
it was like...emm emmm
er..i tink it was
oh..i forgoten, oops
things were never the same again
what i feared most happened
i gain nothing
but had soemthing to loose
that friendship
it was never the same again
they was always a big transparent wall between us
we never talk like we did before
even though we might be sitting next to each other
it felt they was this big pacific ocean between us
how i wish than panado could cure heart ache too
and oh...
it seems the "friendship can cure all" i said earlier was bullshit
that was the end of it
i'd move on
went to KL to work
as time passed by
i manage to slowly forget bout it
years pass by
i never talk to her
at least not directly
some time it's jus hi-bye kinda conversation through msn or icq
soemtime i wonders how is she doing
and what she is doing
but it never got answered
after a few years of work
everything seems to be doing fine
i enjoyed my work
im getting alot out of it
both in personal satisfaction and financially
but i felt kinda tired
so its time i took an overdue vacation
to kinda relax and relfect and see what i should be doing next in my life
i decided to go alone!!!
To Rome!! Yahoooo!!!
the great ancient city
than i'll drop by the vatican
Italy(which rome is in) is really great place to visit
authentic italian food
home of lambo and ferrari
pweetie italian babes
Nice place to have a cup of espresso
and check out the local babes.
Than i saw this girl who looked liked her
and in blue, her favourite colour
made me wonder what she is doing now...
the vacation wasn't all that fine..
i'm never good wif directions
i don't speak italian
so only way for me to get around is with the map
and English to italian dictionary
.....
and im bad at reading maps
one day i was really lost,
turning the map up and down
as i was walking
than suddenly i bump into someting
or someone.
i put down the map and apologized to wat ever i hit
Oh my God!!
it was her!!!!
the girl i saw in blue was her!!!
than we started the normal hi, how yea doing convesation
than i don't know why
i asked her....
"so yer here wif yer bf,hubbie or someting"
i guees the feeling was still there...shit!!! there it goes again!!! crap!!!
well she said.. "oh, no i'm alone"
than we had some coffee and did some catching up
than....
the magic of rome goes to work
some say rome it is a romantic city
well it certainly was...for me and her =P
and it was happily ever after
*This story was based on a true story ...in my DREAMS!!! LOL
p/s : If u know any director..ask him if he wanna made a movie of my story and make me filthy rich!!
©2004 copyright reserved Nicholas Loh
Sunday, June 13, 2004
my personality ; sounds dam chun(exact)
taken from
http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFP.html
The Inspirer
As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.
Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:
Dominant: Extraverted Intuition
Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling
Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking
Inferior: Introverted Sensing
taken from
http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFP.html
The Inspirer
As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.
Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:
Dominant: Extraverted Intuition
Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling
Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking
Inferior: Introverted Sensing
someting i wrote
sorrow is the note i hear tonight
each comin day is harder to fight
denying my heart to feel
in hope to save a precious gift
a friendship
i want to care
but i couldn't
i want to miss
but i couldn't
what is there to live
to live without dreams
to live without hope
i'm out of hope
i'm out of strenght
my soul is tired
my heart is weary
as i gaze upon above
lookin for the answer
why had i fallen for the one i shouldnt
am i to suffer in silence each day
or am to loose one of the greatest gift
as i come to this crossroad
so God help me
no mattter which way i take
i know they'll be hurting
give me strength
sorrow is the note i hear tonight
each comin day is harder to fight
denying my heart to feel
in hope to save a precious gift
a friendship
i want to care
but i couldn't
i want to miss
but i couldn't
what is there to live
to live without dreams
to live without hope
i'm out of hope
i'm out of strenght
my soul is tired
my heart is weary
as i gaze upon above
lookin for the answer
why had i fallen for the one i shouldnt
am i to suffer in silence each day
or am to loose one of the greatest gift
as i come to this crossroad
so God help me
no mattter which way i take
i know they'll be hurting
give me strength
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